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As I sink into this feeling, aware I’m not quite done
My mouth turns dry, my tongue goes numb
Everybody in this room loved me yesterday
But today I still can’t face myself, so everything’s the same

God damn you for loving me
God damn all your help
And God damn the grace of your disposable wealth
I don’t love you, I don’t love me
I don’t love anything
Except the promise that this all will stop
And some day I’ll be free

Today I woke up panicked
freezing and alone
I wish that this hallway
Could ever feel like a home
Then I could die a martyr
I could die a saint
I could build myself a legacy
Out of passionate hate

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from By Yourself, Buy Yourself, released February 22, 2019

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The New Normal San Jose, California

We are The New Normal. San Jose based, LGBT friendly, anti-racist, anti-fascist, and fucking exhausted.

We write songs about mental illness, drug addiction, loss, frustration, and dogs with anxiety.

For gigs and booking, email us at thenewnormal.sanjose@gmail.com or slide into our DMs on Twitter/Insta.

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